“For we are not, like so
many, peddlers of God’s word, but as men of sincerity, as commissioned by God,
in the sight of God we speak in Christ.”
2 Corinthians 2:17
I’ve
been wondering who the peddlers of God’s Word are today. The first thought that comes to mind would be those who promote a Prosperity Gospel and believe
that God wants us to be rich in this world. Their books are published unabashedly for that
purpose so I think that answer would be a no-brainer.
But what about those with sound
doctrine? Books, and even good ones at
that, have been flying off the printing press since its invention and nowadays
virtually anyone can self-publish. And catapulting
this to new heights is the Internet where the sky’s the limit and any Tom,
Dick or Mary can write anything without restraint.
When we think of “peddlers” we think of
people who want payment for something.
Usually it’s in the form of hard cold cash but not always. Recognition
and accolades are pretty high on the list too aren’t they? Who would
want to reject the applause that comes with the paycheck if they were really
honest with themselves? And many would actually be perfectly content just to settle for the personal glory
of it.
This causes me to also consider the unpaid and
unrecognized little people like myself who write things and post them in the “public square”. I’ve
been away from blogging for little while now and it’s
given me a chance to take a step back and ask myself some hard questions like
why did I really write this
blog?
The good answers are that it
disciplined me to study, think, and articulate thoughts
which truly do sharpen my focus and walk with Christ. Hopefully, the byproduct of that was that
someone else might be edified by it which is a good thing. Another benefit, that is no small
thing to me is that blogging has allowed me to interact with other writers and to be
challenged and encouraged by them as well.
But the bad answers I confess are rather odious
because my pride was constantly getting in the way. Will anyone read what I write? Am I too old to communicate in a way that is
beneficial to women of all ages? -- Or do I just need to take a good look in the
mirror and quit before I make a complete idiot of myself? How many hits did I get today? How
many people will link to my blog or quote from it? Will someone who is popular read it and like
it? … And on and on. This kind of junior high thinking is really quite nauseating.
But at the same time, I realize that if every Christian,
whether they be a pastor or a housewife, were to quit proclaiming God’s Word because their
pride gets in the way no one would ever speak or write again. So I’ve
concluded that it’s best to keep putting the flesh to death and keep in mind
that we’re told to “Let the word of
Christ dwell in you richly, teaching and admonishing one another in all wisdom”
Colossians 3:16.
So
having settled the ego issue I have to ask if it’s even a good thing at all for me to invest so much time and effort clickety-clacking out my thoughts on the keyboard and posting them on the Internet. Really now, aren’t
there already a myriad of great blogs out there to encourage a weary pilgrim
surfing the Internet looking for a little comfort and hope? I have a whole list of them right here on the sidebar. Do I
really need to add my two cents worth?
Or am I in danger of just becoming another peddler of God's Word.
Diane -
ReplyDeleteI appreciate so much your very honest struggle and putting your thoughts into words. There have been times when I have wondered somewhat similarly about the notes of thanks and encouragement (I hoped!) I was in the practice of writing each week - sometimes to our pastor or others who attended our church, really wondering if pride somehow was a part of my desire to do this or to be acknowledged in some way as a "Barnabas". I think personal examination under the canopy of God's love and the direction of the Holy Spirit is of great value. But most of all I want to tell you what a blessing and true encouragement your blog has been to me, that you were able to share quotes I may never have come across myself and given me through your own thoughts a perspective I may never have considered, Thank you for your faithfulness in always giving glory to God and helping me to focus on His holiness, faithfulness, and love. - Esther in NJ
Esther - Thank you so much for your kind words. They are truly a blessing and encouragement. I'm sure your notes were a huge blessing to those you sent them to. Pastors especially, need such tender words of encouragement from their flock more than we can begin to understand.
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ReplyDeleteYour posts have always been thought-provoking and edifying to me. It's good to examine ourselves, keep our motives in check. But as I read this post, this passage came to mind:
"...and I pray that the sharing of your faith may become effective for the full knowledge of every good thing that is in us for the sake of Christ." (Philemon 1:6)
Your years in Christ is my bounty. Your years (which are not much more than mine) have won for you a certain wisdom that comes no other way but through the day-in, day-out, one foot in front of the other kind of perseverance. Bless you, sister.
Much love and grace be yours,
-E
Hi Elizabeth - Thanks for sharing that wonderful verse! And as always, your words edify and encourage me. Much love to you too sister.
DeleteI actually made this comment on FB but I guess you removed that post so am writing it here:
ReplyDeleteReally good article. I think anybody can deal with pride who has something to offer the Body of Christ. I think the most obvious examples are musicians. The famous quote that has been attributed to a couple of people is "When Satan fell, he fell into the choir loft." An artistic expression especially lends itself to temptation for pride because it is subject to an individual's creativity and expression. I know I sometimes compare myself to others artistically and either feel a sense of despair or a sense of pride or somewhere in-between, but I still feel compelled to create. I once had a blog and checked up on how many people visited and if one of the big guys might comment. I sometimes wanted to see how clever I could be, or how intelligent, and I realized for myself, it REALLY was for the wrong motives. I think if you have something to say, and you do have a way with words Diane, it will bless people whether others have blogs or not.
Candy - I'm sorry about that...the fickle finger of fate said delete it on FB...oye. That's quite a quote! Eeks! Glad I'm not in a choir anymore. lol! Thanks so much for your thoughts and your sweet words of encouragment sister.
DeleteI enjoyed what you posted Diane and you really spoke to my heart. As my husband and I were walking this morning, I talked with him about my blog. Does anybody read it at all...I rarely get comments or even acknowledgements. Is it worth my time and effort? I think if we didn't have doubts, we wouldn't be normal. Neither of us is doing this for the "glory" for ourselves but to lift up others who may happen upon our blogs. I certainly do not have great numbers, but I do have a call from the Lord to share what He is showing me. You do too or you wouldn't write so well.
ReplyDeleteThere is, however, a number of people who self-publish or write for a company to make money and become famous on the Christian speaker circuit. Whether they are aware of it, they have bought into the world's system.
In listening to Dr. R.C. Sproul recently, he talked about a book he wrote on abortion. He cares about life, but his book sold the fewest of any he has ever written. Somehow hearing that made me feel better. Even the best authors who have a heart for God are often overlooked. Then, there are those authors who write what I call "Christian fluff". There is no doctrine, theology or challenges to your thinking in them. They are written to make you "feel" better about yourself.
All in all....we always have to check our motives. Are we doing what we do because God called us to this or do we just want recognition? I do not want to peddle the Word....I want to paint a picture with words of my love for Jesus Christ to His glory and to the encouragement of others and I know that is what is in your heart as well.
Thanks for this wonderful thought provoking post. I needed to hear this today because I have asked myself many of the same questions. Blessings dear sister!
Oh Barbara - Your blog is always Christ honoring and thought provoking. I don't believe that the number of comments are indicative of interest at all!! I very often read blogposts without commenting - not because I don't enjoy them but because of time or energy constraints. So please don't be discouraged. If writing helps you to focus your thought on Christ and His Word, then I'm sure there are others who will benefit from your thoughts. And don't forget, many people stumble onto old blogposts through Google searches. The Lord bless you my friend!
DeleteDiane, I confess these words of yours are hitting home - "How many people will link to my blog or quote from it? Will someone who is popular read it and like it? … And on and on. This kind of junior high thinking is really quite nauseating."
ReplyDeleteI confess...the day you linked to one of my posts here on your blog, my pride went THROUGH THE ROOF! I had to keep coming back and looking at your blog to see the link to my post...you probably had a lot of hits from England that day...oh my....see what trouble you caused me ;)
"But at the same time, I realize that if every Christian, whether they be a pastor or a housewife, were to quit proclaiming God’s Word because their pride gets in the way no one would ever speak or write again." Too true. Yes, let's seek to daily keep putting the flesh to death!
I continue to appreciate and benefit from your posts, however often you share them, which are full of hard-won wisdom. ♥ Love you, sis.
Diana - you make me laugh. One of the things I've always loved about you is your transparency. Aren't we all just an insecure lot? lol! Christ is so patient with us! Love you too sweet sister.
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